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(': it always ended up in this way Saturday, September 26, 2009 Having gastric right now . Didnt eat just now. Intended to eat after reaching home. Well, just something happened. He was crying over the phone, and I just dont know why. He wouldnt tell me; he hung up. I was crying already then, he said he dont know what to say already, hang up, cried even more. LOLS. I put away my dinner, dont intend to eat le. Just let it be. Today evening, went out with my new boyfriend . He was late due to the graduation thingy? or ceremony ? My first time seeing him. (: The date turn out to be some kind of like walking date ? We walked from dhoby ghaut to orchard and took train to redhill then walk to queenstown . He bought for me drink, walk to ntuc, bought potato chips, sat under the playground for long time . Hug, kiss and somethings else . Get going, Went home, ya crying now . If i happen to have the mood, i will say out all the things that we have done . Its just not right now . Tearing once again . I know you still couldnt forget about your ex, you still love her . Well , i dont mind . I dont know what i have done wrong . Just sorry and i hope that you do forgive me for whatever i had done . Sorry dear dear . Nights . (': if you aint gonna tell me what happen, i wont ask you again . I am a nuisance, i know . Buhbye if you aint gonna contact me anymore . I wasnt angry at you at all because .. i love you . it hurts seeing you cry. i gotta say that i am really fallin' for you. i just hope that you do understand. I can wait; let you have the time all you want; but if you dont want, just tell me will do. I will understand cause this aint the first time that this kind of things happen to me. (: i didnt told you that i love you cause i dont have the courage yet; and now, i am losing confidence in myself of losing you. i have little faith in myself and thats why i always lose out in relationship . But i really.. i really.. do love you . I have to admit, I lose out to time. If i have had met you far more earlier than your ex, you wouldnt be so sad and hurt now . I was really touch when you said about those things that you did for her . I could feel your sorrows, your unwillingness of letting her go but because you love her, you let her lead her whole new life . She was so blessed being with you . But sometimes, not all things goes well in life . You know ? I rather let myself be in sadness than having people standing in my shoes, i wanna help them out . And thats why i tried to help them find their love whenever i have the chance to do so . I.. I.. really want you to be happy when you are with me . I didnt meant to show those sad faces when i was with you . Those faces aint me at all . Being with you was happy . Serious, i mean it . We had laughters and we cried together; thats what we share together . You had your own way of caring people; trying to make them laugh; scaring them, and it really do cheer me up . Your blurness too . Hey guy, sometimes, its good to not think so much and lead your life the way you want . And i want you to know that i will always be there for you no matter what .Trust me . Aint sleeping tonight cause i just cant figure it out; whats wrong. |
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