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heart meter = 100 Sunday, August 2, 2009 ): Hais . Feeling kinda low when i woke up . Thinking about relationship thingy . And i just wanna say that i am a total failure in relationship . heart meter dropping le ah ~ The only solution to make it rise again is to be done by him . But .. Nothing would happen . Right ? Have had enough of all those trying to put in effort but in the end, ends up nothing . ): Did you ever know that what kind of girl i am ? What i like ? What i dont like and what i am scared of ? In front of you, i act tough . At your back, i was crying alone . I am scared of ghosts and alot of things . I am scared of losing you . And you will never know that i am a very very sensitive person . My imagination will go crazy de . i starts to imagine you with another girl and all . But when you assure me by saying that it wont happen, i really believe it . At the start of the relationship, I believe in myself and you of course . I try to be of very low level of sensitivity . Haha . It works . I am like always happy . Even when you are not with me . When you msg me, i get more happier . Silly aint i ? Just a few messages and it will make my day better . But as you drifted away, .. I dont know . Been thinking alot . Crying more too . Is like keep waiting for you to reply my sms and audi de msg . But havent receive yet . And i am still waiting with high hope . D: Hahaha . His promises are never true . And I know . Whenever he did something wrong, i can easily forgive him about that . Hahaha . Even if he lied . If you havent realize that i caught you lying sometimes . :D I aint that stupid ya . I hate liars though . That is my highest principle - no liars . But nevertheless, i will just forget about it . Haha . ): I dont think I can hold on to it any longer le . This is the first r/s that i really want it to last long .. But .. It somehows seems to be telling me that its going to end soon le . ): He doesnt seem to try to keep the r/s going . He doesnt even wanna try . Thats what i see . When I post that post about our conversation . Give me 10 reasons that why shouldnt I be sad . His ans was - I dont know ? (Idk?) You know ? If he could have tried and give me 2 reasons of craps or more, I would cheer up le . Just ask him and he say he dont know . Really feeling very low . Hahaha . one meeting every 2 weeks . Is little right ? I mean for a couple . Since the day we were together until now .. 21 june - 2 august We only went out twicee . Haha . I told timothy and he was like shocked . Because he said that couple shouldnt be chatting on msn too much . LOLS . Thats like the only way that I can really kinda chat with him more . I spend quite alot of time with msn on him . Haha . Phone too . But not face to face .. Probably, we only have been by each other side for like ... 7 hours . Hahaha . Alot right ? Enough le ah . Going to work later . Hmmm . Quitting after working this month le bah . Then find another part time job that i like . :D -bye bye ):- |
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